Hey this is bananachili on mah new account. I got way too overwhelmed with requests on my other account so I'm gonna be ont his one for a while. I'll still go on bananachili but maybe not as much. I don't know. I'm still open for requests I guess, just as long as they aren't HUGE requests. Anyway, here's my journal from the other account; nothing has really changed.

Things going on this weekend:

Video Making for HyperLeafPro
Perhaps some photography.
Homework.-_- (of course)

Goals for This Week:

I would like to take more photographs.
I would also like to finish up the requests I've been given.
I would like to make a video for the Youtube Channel.
I would like to be homework free (psh like that'll ever happen).
I would like to not be bred for once again (also probably not going to happen).


Things I Am:

Jaded
Tired
Overwhelmed
Weird
Strange
Good at procrastinating!;D (doing that right now)
Good at speaking to the point where everyone can here me
Hyper
Bored
In dire need of a hug
Stressed out
Friendly
Not so friendly
Emotional
Misunderstood
Understanding
Semi-smart (school smart at least)
Trying to find out why I like pudding so much
Trying...may I stress the word TRYING to go on a diet
Stopping this list of things I am

Favorite Song Lyrics:

In fields where nothing grew but weeds,
I found a flower at my feet,
bending there in my direction.
I wrapped a hand around its stem
and pulled until the roots gave in,
finding there what I've been missing.
And I know....

So I tell myself, I tell myself, it's wrong.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm...

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream
of drowning in the ocean;
longing for the shore
where I can lay my head down.
I'll follow your voice;
all you have to do is
shout it out!

Inside my hands these petals browned;
dried up falling to the ground,
but it was already too late now.
I pushed my fingers through the earth,
returned this flower to the dirt;
so it could live, I walked away now.
But I know...

Not a day goes by when I don't feel this burn.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm...

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream
of drowning in the ocean;
longing for the shore
where I can lay my head down.
I'll follow your voice;
all you have to do is
shout it out!

All because of you.
All because of you.

All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream
of drowning in the ocean;
longing for the shore
where I can lay my head down.
Inside these arms of yours.

All because of you
I believe in angels.
Not the kind with wings,
no, not the kind with halos;
the kind that bring you home
when home becomes a strange place.
I'll follow your voice;
all you have to do is
shout it out!

~Rise Against

See Ya.